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yup..

'm back..

back to the life that i never put in my wishlist !!

back to IPBA..

ahahah

its been too long didn't update my blog

ehehe

well,

i'm SAD cuz fiffy is not with me...

arrgghh...

sabor je lah !!

A K U S A N G A T H A P P Y !! AKU ULANG ~~~ A K U S A N G A T H A P P Y !!

YUP !!

aku sangat happy..

dah dua hari aku rasa sangat happy

tp asal ney??

korang dpt teka x??

ehehhe..

well

if gurls dah jumpe

tutttsss

jumpe pe ney??

ahaha

if gurl dah jumpe

mestilah turut happy kan..

ye lah..

dah tinggal kan 5bulan

aku kat kl dye kat sabah

sape x happy kalau dah dpt jmpa..

korang pun mesti happy kan kalau dah jumpe bf or gf korang 

cm tuh gak lah aku rasa skrg..

cume takot bile cuty dah abes nanty

nangis pula mata ney tinggal dye keseorangan balik..

aku cuma nak bg pesan kat dye jerr 

supaye 

sebab..

once aku tau dye happy kat sabah

aku pun tumpang happy juga

x lah stress duduk kl lama2

at least dpt xmx n kol ngan dye..

aq x nak dah gaduh2 ngan dye

bosan la if asyik gaduh

x suka

sangat x suke

aq lebih suka keadaan skg..

happy jerr

kadang2 tuh aku cri pasal gak

saja

ye lah..bosan kan..

dye asyik main game

aku layan diri sorang2

kacau lah

dye nak marah

lantak dye lah

sape suruh x ajak orang main sama

ahahahahha

padan muka !!

kejam x aku??

eh..

x lah...

tuh gurau jer semua

bukan selalu pown..

ahahah

well

aku lah orang paling bahagia sekarang..

i love you sayangs !!!

sangat !!

A REALLY BIG HUG AND KISSES FOR YOU..

MUAHXOXOXOXO

C O U N T D O W N...1

WEYH !!!

KORANG TAU X??

AKU X SABAR DOE !!

SEBENARNYE KAN....

AKU ADA LAGI....

URMM...

JAP JAP..

EHEHE

LAGI 

BAHAGIANYA HIDUP KU ESOK

TOLONG LA

BGI LA MASA TUH JALAN CEPAT..

DAH PACKING DAH NEY

DAH X SABAR SANGAT

MY HUBBY PUN DAH ASYIK KOL

EHEHEH

TANYE BILE DPT JUMPA

EHEHE

X SABAR RASANYA

RINDU GILAK NGAN DYE

SANGAT !!

DAH LETAK SUME BEG KAT COMMON ROOM

TP ADE SATU BEG G NAK LETAK SOK

UNTUK FINAL TOUCH KAT BARANG2 AKU...

TAKUT KANG ADE YG TERTINGGAL KAT BILIK

YE LA SAPE LA TAU KAN..

AQ DAH BOSAN COUNTDOWN2 NEY TPI TANGAN AQ ASYIK NAK TAIP JERR

AHAHAHA

TUHAN JERR TAU

HOW I FEEL NOW

AQ PLAN SOK

NAK

PEW NEY??

EHEHHE

ALAA..

SENANG JER

X KAN KORANG X DAPT TEKA KOT

URMM

YE LA

YE LA

AKU NAK

HA !!

TUH LAH..

ESCAPE DOE !!

AKU X NAK DAH G KELAS..

MALAS..

AQ NAK KEMAS SEMUA BARANG AKU BETUL2

NYESAL TUH NYESAL GAK TP DAH MEMANG HATI AKU CKP X NAK G KELAS 

NAK WAT CM NE GAK??

NAK PAKSA??

UHU...

NO ONE CAN FORCE RUBY..

XKAN PERNAH ~

TRY LERR...

URMM

SETELAH LAMA AKU BUAT COUNTDOWN

AKHIRNYA

TERCAPAI GAK

MIMPI AKU NAK BALIK RUMAH

DAH JADI REAL

EHEHHE

SUKE !!

SANGAT SUKE !!

GOD PLEASE.....

MAY MY JOURNEY WITH 

ELFEERA LA'FENA ALDRIN

HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY !!

KEEP THE EVIL FAR FROM US

LET THE DAY MAKE OUR DAY A HAPPY DAY

CUZ THAT DAY

IS THE BEST DAY AMONG THE REST..

THANKS GOD..

FRIENDS...

BUBBYE..

DIDNT SEE YA AGAIN

BUT SEE YA NEXT SEM YA..

GONNA MISS MY CLASSMATE BUDDY

THEY ARE SUPER FRIENDS TO MAN

LIKE

MR.HARBINDER SAYS

OUR CLASS IS THE LIVELY CLASS AMONG ALL..

EHEHHE

WELL, IT IS TRUE..

EHEHEH

 JOM

PACKING !!!

C O U N T D O W N...2

come on

the clock is ticking now

and it can't even stop

it try but really can't

ahahha

tick tock

tick tock

c keisha bilang

ahahah

lepas tuh

on the way menunggu di ipba ne

smpai LCCT ney

tpi sayang

be patiencce ya !!

adoii

x sabar pula rasanya

dah rindu ney makanan rumah !!

ehek..

C O U N T D O W N...3

~ ~ O M G ~ ~

~ ~ L O L ~ ~

~ ~ L M A O ~ ~

the bomb is counting their self...

it will going to explode soon in another

WATCH OUT GUYS !!

ANYTIME ANYWHERE !!

BE CAUTION !!

IT WILL BE THE MOST EXCITING DAY WHEN IT EXPLODE !!!

C O U N T D O W N...4

TIK TOK

TIK TOK

I HAVE ANOTHER 

AHA

AHA

YEAH

AHA

AHA

F A S T E R L A H ! ! !

C O U N T D O W N...5

FASTER PLEASE !!

I HAVE ANOTHER 

I REALLY WANNA ROCK THERE !!

WANNA SCREAM MY LUNGS OUT TILL I FORGET EVERYTHING IN KEY HELL.

FUCK !!

MAKE IT FASTER..

I AM TIRED OF STUDY AND ASSIGNMENT

TIRED TO SEE MAK JAH FACE

TIRED TO SEE HER ANNOYING FACE

TIRED OF EVERYTHING !!!

EWW

. : J E A L O U S Y : .

Aku tengah jeles skg ney !

arrgghhh

benci nyer feeling cm ney..

x suke langsung

parents pun semacam

x supportive langsung

sakit nyerr hati

ish..

bile lah perasaan ney leh lari dr idup aku

kalau la aku anak orang kaya

kan bagus

semua aku boleh beli

petik jari duit turun dr langit...

ahahha

tidakk ba..

mls mau merungut ney

tp perasaan ney x dpt kawal ney ba

tuh la diam ja skg ney

mls mau ckp

tkt ckp sembrang ney

ish..

jealousy get away from my life please !!

C O U N T D O W N..6

6 DAYS TO GO...

i cannot wait

i want to go back to my hometown..

plzz

i need my family now.....

oh god,

bless me..

cepat la weyh !!

C O U N T D O W N...7

TUT TUT

TUUTT TUTT

ahahhahaahhahahahahha

asal ney?

ape yang 7 days to go??

x paham lerr..

bley x bg specific sket...

ahakz !!

well, as i said before this

aku nak BALIK HOMETOWN lerr..

HOOOORRAYYY!!!

cepat2..

aku nak masa cepat berlalu...

x sabar ba aqu ney...

ehehehehehe....

27 MAY 2011 ! ! ! !

WEEEE HUUUU !!!

aku x sabar nak balik sabah

x sabar nak cuty

aq rindu kengkawan and family aku

lebih2 lagi rindu si DYA tuh bah..

ala paham2 la ba kan kalau orang dah kemaruk bercinta ney

pew x rindu

idup berjauhan..

ceh !!

cm la aku dah kawen ngan DYA kan..

ahahah

rindu nak pijak umah DYA..

rindu nak mkan sama2 DYA..

rindu gak ngan mak DYA...

rindu nak kemas bilik ngan DYA..

ahahha

semua la rindu ba...

gila aku nanty..

ahahah

pelik RUBY ney kan

WAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!

nak sangat cuty TIGA minggu ney..

nak lupakan KUALA LUMPUR..

nak lupakan IPBA

nak lupakan MAK JAH tuh

nak lupakan POLLUTION yg merosak kan hari aku ney..

AKU NAK FREEDOM SELAMA 3 MINGGU TUH..

kalau boleh x nak buat ape2

nak rehatkan badan

rehat kan minda

semua la rehat ba

kecuali makan aku x nak rehat..

kui kui kui

cepat la kau cuti

lagi dua assignment

then i got the freedom

i win my battle

ahahahhahahaahahahahahahahha

tp next sem sangat tough la

ade exam pulak tuh

aku harap dpt score

x nak sia sia kan harapan bapa aku

aku nak lulus dengan

FLYING COLOURS !!!

at least, i can make my father proud of me this time..

urmmm..

balik sabah nanty kan

aku nak mkn semua masakan rumah

x nak g mkn magie

x nak mkn nasi lemak

x nak minum tea o ais limau

x nak minum sirap limau

x nak mkn ayam

aku nak mkn cauliflower masak tepung

aku nak mkn ikan basung

nak mkn bambangan

nak mkn ketam

nak mkn japanese taufu goreng cmpur mayonese

ala2 western style gitu lorh

ahahha

only my father pro in cooking western food

semua cheese n mayones

ahaha

i love my daddy

DADDY DADDY, you cook for me??

I MISS YOUR FOOD..

i wanna eat together with u everyday

OH GOD,

plz make this day move fast

i need to go back to my hometown

but plz make the day slow during the holiday

give me time to enjoy myself with family, friends and HIM..

ahahha

I WANT HOLIDAY !!!

i'll make sure my holiday going to be fun

no more fighting

PLEASE COME 27 MAY 2011

I AM BEGGING YOU TO COME NOW !!!

TWO S P E C I A L D A Y in ONE same day ! ! !

any idea??

ahahah

yupp

today is a special day for me...

really special.

i like this day..

oke !!

let me tell you the first special things that make me happy today

FIRST................

weyh

i am not going to talk bout myself la

it is HER

the one who is standing next to me

yupp

she is 

ELFEERA LA'FENA ALDRIN

n she is my COUSIN !!!

but what about her??

confused??

ahakz..

well,

today is her BIRTHDAY !!

can i sing here?

oke oke

i sing !!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIFY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!

may god bless you always..

be good always kaey

don't complain bout your age because some people can't even live until the age you are now !!

i wish ur dream may come true

I LOVE YOU FIFFY !!

i am proud to have a cousin who is like a friend to me in this world..

thanks for all the support that you give to me when i am down

thank you for the companion when i need you by my side

thank you for always lend a hand to help me when i have problem in my life

thank you for giving me the strength when some one is trying to put me down

in a nut shell,

THANK YOU for EVERYTHING !!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS DEAR!!

DUN FORGET TO THANK GOD FOR THE LIFE HE HAS GIVEN YOU TODAY..

AND THANK YOUR MOTHER FOR STILL TAKING CARE OF YOU !!

YOU GO GIRL !!

BE A STRONG GIRL YA !!

SECOND...

any idea whoz this beautiful girl in this picture??

ahakz ! !

some says she is my sister

some says she is my aunty

some says she is my boss and i am her maid

but guess??

ahahha

okay okay

i will give ya all some clue

so i am going to talk bout her..

hehehhe

this is the only way i can express my love toward this person in the picture..

she is the ONE who give BIRTH to me

she is the FIRST person who TAKE CARE of me when i am sick

she is the ONLY person who give me the strength to continue my life when i am down

she is the FIRST TEACHER in my LIFE

she is the ONE who work harder to make sure my stomach FULL

she is the ONE WHO ALWAYS KEEP remind me to be a good girl

she is the ONLY person who always scold me when i have done wrong things

she is the ONLY person in the ENTIRE WORLD that cares bout ME

she is the ONE who always accompanied me when i LOSE my friends

she is the ONE who taught me to love with my heart

she is the ONE who tell me that LIFE is not easy

she is the ONE who keep remind me that MONEY will not come without any efforts

she is the ONE who taught me to make EDUCATION as my first friend

she is the ONE who taught me to RESPECT the ELDERS

she is the ONLY person who understand me when i do not say anything

she is the ONLY person who gave me advice everyday

she is the ONE who suffer to CARRY me 9MONTHS in her stomach

she is the ONE who feel the pain for giving me BIRTH

she is the ONE who suffer night and day to see me GROW UP in a successful LIFE

she is the ONE who listen to me when i need her

she is the ONE who can COMFORT me when DADDY scold me

she is the ONE who do all the work in the house to make sure i live in a comfortable house

she is the ONE who protect me when DADDY going for outstation

she is the ONE who sent me to school when DADDY is not around

she is the ONE who never stop pray for the success in my life

SHE IS EVERYTHING TO ME N MY LIFE !!

i think u all know who i mean right??

yupp !!

it is HER !!

MY MOTHER.

MY MOTHER IS EVERYTHING TO ME FOREVER IN MY LIFE !!

I AM PROUD TO HAVE A MUM LIKE YOU MUMMY..

<3 I LOVE YOU MUMMY <3

THANK YOU mum for always being by my side

THANK YOU for still taking care of me

THANK YOU for still giving me advice

THANK YOU for the life that you have give me

THANK YOU for letting yourself suffer just to see i grow up well

THANK YOU for doing the job as mother

THANK YOU for the hug when i am down and when i have a good result

THANK YOU for the non-stop prayer

THANK YOU for support in everything i do

THANK YOU for giving me a trust

THANK YOU for making my stomach full

THANK YOU for never let me fell sick

THANK YOU for letting me see the world ! !

i know it is not enough THANK YOU compare to what you have done

but you DESERVED to be THANKED for EVERYTHING !!

Mum,

You may be treated like the maid,
you may be treated like the gardner,
you may be treated like the daycare,
you may be treated like the chauffer,
you may be treated like many things.
But one thing is for sure,
You will always be loved.
For a fathers work may be from sun up till sundown,
but a mothers work is never down.
And all that I have, am, and hope to be, I owe to you,
So this is for all the times I forgot to say THANK YOU!!

SORRY for letting you suffer the pain when you give BIRTH to me

SORRY for always make you mad at me

SORRY because never hear your advice

SORRY for making you sick of my attitude

SORRY for the bad things that i have done 

SORRY for letting you do all the job in the house 

SORRY for always making troubles with you

SORRY itself is not enough to pay all the bad things i have done to you but thats the only word that i can tell you which come true from my small innocent heart.

I AM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING MUMMY

Mother is the name for God in the lips and hearts of little children.

A mother is the truest friend we have, when trials heavy and sudden, fall upon us; when adversity takes the place of prosperity; when friends who rejoice with us in our sunshine desert us; when trouble thickens around us, still will she cling to us, and endeavor by her kind precepts and counsels to dissipate the clouds of darkness, and cause peace to return to our hearts. 

God could not be everywhere and therefore he made mothers.

The heart of a mother is a deep abyss at the bottom of which you will always find 

forgiveness.

“A mother is a mother still, The holiest thing alive”

Love in your eyes
Sitting silent by my side
Going on Holding hand
Walking through the nights
Hold me up Hold me tight
Lift me up to touch the sky
Teaching me to love with heart
Helping me open my mind

The heaven in the sky
Can't you believe that you light up my way
No matter how that ease my path
I'll never lose my faith !!!

M-O-T-H-E-R
"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell

 "MOTHER"
A word that means the world to me. 

.: I AM SO PROUD OF YOU MUMMY :.

MUMMY,

YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS TOO

Best love message i've ever heard.."I BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT"...Because I'VE BEEN LOVING MY MOTHER SINCE I OPENED MY EYES.... 

THANK YOU MUMMY FOR EVERYTHING

MAY GOD BLESS YOU

REMEMBER THAT I ALWAYS LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOU HATE ME

:) & <3

.: HAVE A NICE DAY MUMMY :.

FROM YA DAUGHTER  (RUBISHINI KUMAR) WHO IS TRULY MISSING YOU RIGHT NOW.